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პოლ ოსტერი
ილუზიების
წიგნი
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pol osteri
iluziebis wigni
Paul Auster
THE BOOK OF ILLUSIONS
mTargmneli qeTi qanTaria
redaqtori marika kveselava
seriis dizaineri besik danelia
dizaineri nino guruli
© 2002 by Paul Auster
Translation rights arranged with the Carol Mann Agency, New York, NY
Photo © Lotte Hansen
All rights reserved.
© gamomcemloba `diogene~, 2014
yvela ufleba daculia.
ISSN 2233-3789
ISBN 978-9941-11-486-1
www. diogene. ge
pro­fe­so­ri de­vid zi­me­ri Rrma dep­re­siiT itan­je­ba mas
Sem­deg, rac avia­ka­tas­tro­fis Se­de­gad meuR­le da Svi­le­
bi da­kar­ga. Sem­Txve­viT igi na­xu­lobs films mun­ji ki­nos
erT dros cno­bi­li msa­xio­bis heq­tor ma­nis mo­na­wi­leo­
biT, ro­me­lic 1929 wels uk­va­lod gau­Ci­nar­da. zi­me­ri iw­
yebs mog­zau­ro­bas ame­ri­ka­sa da ev­ro­pa­Si, ra­Ta moi­Zios
iS­via­Ti fil­me­bi ma­nis mo­na­wi­leo­biT da msa­xio­bis Se­sa­
xeb wig­ni da­we­ros. erT dRes igi uc­naur we­rils iRebs,
rom­li­da­nac it­yobs, rom msa­xio­bi heq­tor ma­ni coc­xa­lia
da mas­Tan Sex­ved­ra surs...
adamiani mxolod erTi cxovrebiT rodi cxov­
robs. mas bevri sicocxle aqvs, erTi rom srul­
deba, meore iwyeba da mis ube­do­ba­Ta Ta­vi da
Tavic esaa.
Satobriani
iluziebis wigni
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e
s ada­mia­ni yve­las gar­dac­vli­li ego­na. 1988 wels,
ro­ca mi­si fil­me­bi­sad­mi miZ­Rvni­li Ce­mi wig­ni ga­
moi­ca, heq­tor ma­nis Se­sa­xeb sa­mo­ci we­li ara­vis
ara­fe­ri sme­no­da; ki­nos Ti­To­-o­ro­la is­to­ri­ko­si­sa da
Zvel fil­meb­ze SeS­li­li ki­no­ma­ne­bis gar­da, la­mis aRa­
ra­vis ax­sov­da, rom odes­me aseT kacs amqveynad ec­xov­ra.
`yve­la­fe­ri an ara­fe­ri~, mun­ji ki­nos epo­qis mi­wu­ruls
ga­da­Re­bu­li mi­si er­T-er­Ti fil­mi, ki­no­Teat­reb­Si 1928
wlis 23 noem­bers ga­mo­vi­da. ori Tvis Sem­deg, ise, rom
nac­nob­-me­gob­reb­Tan ga­mom­Svi­do­be­ba da sa­ku­Ta­ri gan­
zrax­vis ax­sna arc ufiq­ria, heq­tor ma­ni oranj strit­
ze na­qi­ra­ve­bi bi­ni­dan ga­vi­da da Sin aRar dab­ru­ne­bu­la.
Ta­vi­si cis­fe­ri `de­so­to~ iq­ve dae­to­ve­bi­na, sa­dac eye­na;
sax­lis qi­rav­no­bis qa­Ral­de­bi wes­rig­Si hqon­da, sa­mi Tvis
Tan­xa _ win­da­win ga­dax­di­li. sam­za­reu­lo sur­sa­TiT iyo
sav­se, ka­bi­net­Si vis­kis ma­ra­gi _ xe­lux­le­be­li, sa­Zi­neb­
lis ka­ra­da­Si gar­de­robs er­Ti xe­li ta­ni­sa­mo­sic ar ak­
lda. 1929 wlis 18 ian­vars `los an­je­les he­rald eq­spre­
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si~ wer­da, bina ise gamoiyureboda, TiTqos misi patroni
saseirnod gasuliyo da kari wuTi wuTze unda SemoeRo.
mag­ram ar dab­ru­ne­bu­la: im dRes, TiT­qos mi­wam uyo pi­ri,
heq­tor ma­ni sa­mu­da­mod gau­Ci­nar­da.
mi­si Sem­dgo­mi be­dis Tao­ba­ze miT­qma-­moT­qma ram­de­
ni­me we­li­wads ar mim­wyda­ra, mag­ram yve­la­fe­ri, rac ki
iT­qva, mxo­lod eW­ve­bi iyo da va­rau­debs ar gas­cde­nia.
yve­la­ze sar­wmu­no ver­sie­bad TviT­mkvle­lo­bas an fa­ru­
li mtre­bis mier da­ge­bul ma­xes asa­xe­leb­dnen, mag­ram
ma­Ti da­sa­bu­Te­bac da uar­yo­fac er­Tnai­rad SeuZ­le­be­
li iyo, rad­gan gva­mis pov­na ver mo­xer­xda. da­nar­Ce­ni
ver­sie­bi war­mo­sax­vis Ta­maSs, ime­dia­ni da­sas­ru­lis Zie­
bis mcde­lo­bas uf­ro hgav­da da, ro­gorc aseT dros
xde­ba xol­me, ro­man­ti­kul mi­niS­ne­bebs Sei­cav­da. er­Tni
ambobdnen, TiTqos heq­to­ri mSob­liur ar­gen­ti­na­Si dab­
run­da da pa­ta­ra pro­vin­ciu­li cir­kis mflo­be­li gax­da.
meo­re versiis mi­xed­viT, ko­mu­nis­tur par­tia­Si Se­vi­da da
ga­mo­go­ni­li sa­xe­liT niu­-ior­kis Stat­Si, iu­ti­ka­Si mer­
Ze­vee­bis prof­kav­Sirs Caud­ga sa­Ta­ve­Si. sxvani yvebodnen,
TiTqos igi didma dep­re­siam gaa­kot­ra da usax­lka­ro
ma­wan­wa­lad aqcia. heq­to­ri rom uf­ro di­di var­skvla­
vi yo­fi­li­yo, axal­-a­xa­li ver­sie­bis cxo­ba, al­baT, arc
ara­so­des das­rul­de­bo­da; si­coc­xles im am­beb­Si gaag­
rZe­leb­da, rom­leb­sac mis Se­sa­xeb Txzav­dnen da dro­Ta
gan­mav­lo­ba­Si er­T-erT im sim­bo­lur fi­gu­rad iq­ceo­da,
ko­leq­tiur mex­sie­re­ba­Si si­Wa­bu­kis, axal­gaz­rdu­li ime­
de­bi­sa da be­dis ukuR­mar­To­bis gan­sa­xie­re­bad rom rCe­ba,
mag­ram ase ar mom­xda­ra, rad­gan heq­to­ris ka­rie­ra ma­
nam Sew­yda, sa­nam ho­li­vuds Ta­vi­si ar­se­bo­bis kvals sa­
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mu­da­mod daam­Cnev­da. man Ta­vi­si ni­Wis mTe­li sis­ru­liT
gax­sna ver moas­wro, me­tis­me­tad ma­le gaq­ra Tval­sa­wie­
ri­dan, rom ada­mia­ne­bis­Tvis Ta­vi di­di xniT daex­so­me­bi­
na. ga­vi­da ram­de­ni­me we­li da heq­to­ri yve­las nel­-ne­la
mia­viw­yda. 1932-1933 wle­bis­Tvis heq­tor ma­ni im Zve­li
sam­ya­ros na­wi­lad iq­ca, ro­mel­sac aRa­ra­vin ub­run­de­ba
da, Tu­ki mi­si kva­li sad­me mainc dar­Ca, mxo­lod yve­las­
Tvis uc­no­bi im wig­ne­bis sqo­lioeb­Si, ro­mel­Ta kiT­xviT
Tavs aRa­ra­vin iwu­xeb­da. ki­no ala­pa­rak­da, war­su­lis ga­
xu­ne­bu­li, mun­ji len­te­bi vi­Ras ax­sov­da. vis sWir­de­
bo­da Zve­li klou­ne­bi, mi­me­bi, ux­mo or­kes­tre­bis ritms
ayo­li­li mo­cek­va­ve kek­lu­ci go­go­ne­bi. ma­Ti droe­bi­dan
TiT­qos sul ram­de­ni­me we­li ga­su­li­yo, mag­ram uk­ve ise­
Ti­ve wi­nais­to­riul qmni­le­be­bad qceu­liy­vnen, ro­gorc
ux­so­var dros, ada­mia­ne­bis ga­moq­va­bu­leb­Si da­sax­le­bam­
de, ga­da­Se­ne­bu­li ar­se­be­bi.
Cems wig­nSi heq­to­ris cxov­re­bas TiT­qmis ar Sev­xe­bi­
var. `heq­tor ma­nis ux­mo sam­ya­ro~ ki­nok­ri­ti­kis Janrs uf­
ro ga­ne­kuT­vne­bo­da, vid­re biog­ra­fiuls, is Ti­To­-oro­
la um­niS­vne­lo am­ba­vi ki, rom­le­bic mis pro­fe­sias­Tan da­
kav­Si­re­bu­li ar iyo, yve­las­Tvis xel­mi­saw­vdom wya­roeb­Si
_ ki­noen­cik­lo­pe­dieb­Si, me­mua­reb­Si, ad­reu­li ho­li­vu­dis
is­to­ria­Si mo­vi­Zie. es wig­ni imi­tom dav­we­re, rom ek­ran­ze
na­na­xis­gan mi­Re­bu­li sia­mov­ne­ba sxve­bis­Tvi­sac ga­me­zia­re­
bi­na. heq­to­ris cxov­re­bam Ce­mi in­te­re­sis pe­ri­fe­rieb­Si
ga­dai­nac­vla, xo­lo mis Se­saZ­lo xved­rze eW­ve­bi­sa da va­
rau­de­bis ga­moT­qmas mi­si fil­me­bis daw­vri­le­bi­Ti ana­li­
zi vam­jo­bi­ne. ra­ki heq­to­ri 1900 wels dai­ba­da, 1929 wels
ki uk­va­lod gau­Ci­nar­da, az­rad ar mom­svlia, rom SeiZ­le­
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bo­da coc­xa­li yo­fi­li­yo. mic­va­le­bu­lebs saf­la­ve­bi­dan
wa­mod­go­ma ar SeuZ­liaT; am­de­ni wliT mi­mal­va ki, ma­Sin
ase vfiq­rob­di, mxo­lod mas ar gau­Wir­de­bo­da, vinc coc­
xleb­Si aRar ewe­ra.
wig­ni pen­sil­va­niis uni­ver­si­te­tis ga­mom­cem­lo­bam
das­tam­ba. mas Sem­deg uk­ve Ter­Tme­ti we­lia ga­su­li. mar­
tSi ga­moi­ca, pub­li­ka­cii­dan sa­mi Tvis Tav­ze ki, ro­ca ki­
no­sad­mi miZ­Rvnil pe­rio­dul ga­mo­ce­meb­sa da aka­de­miur
Jur­na­leb­Si ga­mox­mau­re­bis pir­vel­ma tal­Ram ga­daia­ra,
sa­fos­to yuT­Si we­ri­li dam­xvda. moz­rdi­li kon­ver­ti
iyo, kvad­ra­tu­li for­mi­sa da ara mar­TkuT­xa, yo­vel meo­
re ma­Ra­zia­Si rom iyi­de­ba; xa­ris­xia­ni, Zvir­fa­si qa­Ral­
dis­gan dam­za­de­bu­li kon­ver­ti iyo, ami­tom jer vi­fiq­re,
Sig­niT sa­qor­wi­lo mo­saw­ve­vi an­da vi­Racis Svi­lis da­ba­de­
bis Set­yo­bi­ne­ba ide­bo­da. Ce­mi sa­xe­li da gva­ri kon­ver­tis
Sua­gul­Si mox­de­ni­li gak­ru­li xel­we­riT iyo ga­moy­va­ni­li,
ro­me­lic pro­fe­sio­nal ka­lig­rafs Tu ara, uda­vod, iseT
ada­mians ekuT­vno­da, vinc dax­ve­wil epis­to­la­rul Cve­vebs
je­rac er­Tgu­leb­da da war­su­lis eti­ket­sa da tra­di­cieb­
ze iyo aR­zri­li, rac ada­mian­Ta ur­Tier­To­ba­Si met si­
na­ti­fes moiT­xov­da. kon­verts niu-­meq­si­kos, al­bu­ker­kes
fos­tis be­We­di hqon­da, Tum­ca uka­na mxa­res ad­re­san­tis
mi­sa­marTs rom dav­xe­de, miv­xvdi, we­ri­li sul sxva­gan dae­
we­raT, isic, ra Tqma un­da, Tu vi­va­rau­deb­di, rom mi­Ti­Te­
bu­li mi­sa­mar­Ti nam­dvi­lad ar­se­bob­da da qa­la­qis sa­xe­li
ga­mo­go­ni­li ar iyo. am or stri­qon­Si ewe­ra: ran­Co `blu
sTouni~, tiera-del-suenio, niu-meqsiko. ax­la mi­Wirs
gax­se­ne­ba, mag­ram, mgo­ni, da­sa­xe­le­bam Ri­mi­lic ki mom­gva­
ra. ad­re­san­tis vi­nao­ba ar ewe­ra. Ria ba­ra­Tis amo­sa­Re­bad
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kon­ver­ti rom gav­xse­ni, su­na­mos na­zi sur­ne­li, la­van­dis
sus­ti mo­na­be­ri vig­rZe­ni.
Zvirfaso profesoro zimer, _ ewe­ra we­ril­Si, _ heq­
torma Tqveni wigni waikiTxa da Tqveni gacnoba surs.
iqneb gvewvioT, Tuki Tavadac inebebT.
gulwrfelad Tqveni,
frida spelingi (misis heqtor mani)
teq­sti eq­vsjer an Svid­jer mainc wa­vi­kiT­xe. me­re
gan­ze ga­dav­de. oTa­xis er­Ti kuT­xi­dan meo­re­Si bol­Tis
ce­mas mov­ye­vi. ba­raTs xel­meo­red rom dav­wvdi, jer ki­
dev ar vi­ya­vi dar­wmu­ne­bu­li, rom zed ra­me ewe­re­bo­da
da, Tu mainc ewe­re­bo­da, arc is ga­mik­vir­de­bo­da, am­je­
rad sxva sit­yve­bi dam­xved­ro­da. we­ri­li isev eq­vsjer Tu
Svid­jer ga­da­vi­kiT­xe da, ra­ki ve­ra­fe­ri ga­vu­ge, ga­dav­
wyvi­te, vi­Ra­cis uxei­ro xum­ro­bad Ca­meT­va­la da ba­ra­Ti
Ta­vi­dan amo­meg­do. ga­vi­da ram­de­ni­me wa­mi da ra­Rac eW­ve­bi
ga­miC­nda, meo­re wuTs im Ce­mi eW­ve­bis mi­marT eW­vi mo­me­Za­
la. Tav­Si az­re­bi er­Tma­neTs aw­yde­bod­nen, mag­ram Ca­mo­ya­
li­be­bas ver as­wreb­dnen, rom axa­li az­ri mom­dio­da. me­re,
rad­gan uke­Te­si ve­ra­fe­ri mo­vi­fiq­re, man­qa­na­Si Cav­je­qi
da ge­zi fos­tis­ken avi­Re. sa­fos­to in­deq­se­bis cno­bar­Si
ame­ri­kis yve­la mi­sa­mar­Tia Se­ta­ni­li da vi­fiq­re, Tu iq
tie­ra-­del­-sue­nio ver vi­po­ve, ma­Sin Ta­ma­mad Se­miZ­lia, am
we­rils na­ga­ve­Si ga­da­vu­Za­xo da da­vi­viw­yo-­meT­qi. mag­ram
cno­bar­Si ad­re­san­tis mi­sa­mar­Ti mar­Tlac vi­po­ve: 1933-e
gver­dze, tie­ra­-a­ma­ri­la­sa da ti­xe­rass So­ris. sru­liad
rea­lu­ri qa­la­qi iyo, sa­fos­to gan­yo­fi­le­bi­Ta da xuT­
niS­na in­deq­siT. ra­sak­vir­ve­lia, we­ri­lis nam­dvi­lo­bas es
sru­le­bi­Tac ver mi­das­tu­reb­da, mag­ram mis mi­marT gar­
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kveu­li ndo­ba mainc ga­mi­Ci­na, ami­tom, Sin rom dav­brun­
di, uk­ve vac­no­bie­reb­di, au­ci­le­be­li iyo sa­pa­su­xo we­ri­
lis mi­we­ra. ase­Ti gzav­ni­le­bis uyu­rad­Re­bod da­to­ve­ba
ar SeiZ­le­ba. msgavs si­tua­cia­Si xan­da­xan isec xde­ba, rom
pa­su­xis ga­sag­zav­nad Tavs ar iwu­xeb, me­re ki es gaur­kvev­
lo­ba mTe­li cxov­re­ba sa­fiq­ra­lad da xin­jad mig­yve­ba.
Ce­mi we­ri­lis as­li ar Se­mi­na­xavs, mag­ram kar­gad max­sovs,
rom xe­liT vwer­di da, ra­ki vcdi­lob­di, teq­sti SeZ­le­
bis­dag­va­rad la­ko­nu­ri ga­mom­svlo­da, ram­de­ni­me wi­na­da­
de­biT Se­mo­vi­far­gle. ase Se­da­re­biT nak­le­bad ma­wu­xeb­da
imis Seg­rZne­ba, rom Se­saZ­loa vi­Ra­cis gad­mog­de­bul sat­
yua­ras ve­ge­bo­di da, Tu ase iyo, Ce­mi gab­riy­ve­bis mo­
sur­ne mTlad idio­ta­dac ar Cam­Tvli­da. sa­pa­su­xo we­ri­li
daax­loe­biT ase­Ti Si­naar­si­sa ga­mo­vi­da:
Zvirfaso frida speling, heqtor manis gacnobaze
uars marTlac ar vityodi, magram miWirs dajereba,
rom igi cocxalia. rogorc vici, ormocdaaT welze
metia, arsad gamoCenila. Tu SeiZleba, mis Sesaxeb ufro
detalurad momwereT.
gulwrfelad Tqveni,
devid zimeri
mgo­ni, yo­vel Cven­gans surs, rom SeuZ­le­be­li, miuR­we­
ve­li ra­mee­bi­sa swam­des, Ta­vi dair­wmu­nos, rom sas­wau­le­bi
xan­da­xan mainc xde­ba. Ce­mi wig­ni mZi­me naR­vel­ma Sva, mag­ram
ai, na­we­ri uk­ve ga­moi­ca, gu­li ki od­na­va­dac ar Sem­msu­bu­
qe­bia. Ce­mi kvle­vis sa­ga­ni _ ko­me­dia _ mxo­lod sa­ba­bi iyo,
er­Tgva­ri wa­ma­li, ro­mel­sac we­li­wad­ze met xans tki­vi­lis
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da­sac­xro­mad ve­wa­fe­bo­di. mag­ram sai­dan un­da scod­no­da
es fri­da spe­lings? ro­gor gai­geb­da, rom 1985 wlis 7 iv­
niss, Cve­ni qor­wi­ne­bis aTi wlis­Ta­vam­de er­Ti kvi­riT ad­re,
co­li da ori bi­Wi avia­ka­tas­tro­fa­Si da­me­Ru­pa. Se­saZ­loa
ki­dec mieq­cia yu­rad­Re­ba wig­nis­Tvis wam­ZRva­re­bu­li sit­
yve­bis­Tvis (eZRvneba helenis, Todisa da markos xsovnas),
mag­ram es sa­xe­le­bi mas ara­fers et­yo­da; romc mim­xvda­ri­
yo, ram­de­nad mniS­vne­lo­va­ni ada­mia­ne­bi iy­vnen isi­ni Cem­
Tvis, ara mgo­nia, gaec­no­bie­re­bi­na, rom av­to­ris­Tvis am
sa­xe­leb­Tan da­kav­Si­re­bu­li iyo yve­la­fe­ri, ra­sac ada­mia­ni
cxov­re­bis az­rSi gu­lis­xmobs, rom im dRes, ro­ca 36 wlis
he­le­ni, Svi­di wlis To­di da oT­xi wlis mar­ko TviT­mfri­
nav­Si coc­xlad daiw­vnen, Si­na­ga­nad Ta­va­dac ga­moi­bu­ga.
Ce­mi col­-Svi­li mi­luo­ki­Si he­le­nis mSob­le­bis mo­sa­
na­xu­leb­lad mif­ri­nav­da. Sin Se­mag­vian­da _ stu­den­te­bis­
Tvis se­mes­tris niS­ne­bi un­da da­me­we­ra da maTi na­mu­Sev­
re­bis Se­mow­me­bas Sev­ye­vi. ver­mon­tSi, hem­pton­-ko­lej­Si
Se­da­re­biT li­te­ra­tu­raT­mcod­neo­bas vas­wav­li­di. Ce­mi,
ro­gorc pro­fe­so­ris, sa­mu­Sao es iyo da im dRes saq­me
bo­lom­de un­da mi­mey­va­na. he­le­nis ma­mas fex­ze sim­siv­ne
aR­moaC­nda da ope­ra­cia gai­ke­Ta. me da he­len­ma vi­saub­
reT da Sev­Tan­xmdiT, rom bav­Sveb­Tan er­Tad sas­wra­fod
un­da gam­gzav­re­bu­li­yo ma­ma­mi­sis sa­na­xa­vad. ase­Ti moC­qa­
reo­bis ga­mo, meo­re sas­wav­lo wlis bo­lo ori kvi­ris gac­
de­nis ne­ba rom daer­ToT, To­dis sko­la­Si vrce­li ax­sna-­
gan­mar­te­bis mi­ce­ma mo­mix­da. di­req­to­ri Ta­vi­dan uar­ze
iyo, mag­ram bo­los da­vi­yo­lie. es er­T-er­Ti im ga­re­moe­
ba­Ta­ga­ni aR­moC­nda, ro­mel­sac TviT­mfri­na­vis da­Rup­vis
Sem­deg Tav­Si daus­ru­leb­lad vat­ria­leb­di. he­lens rom
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Ta­vi­si gae­ta­na, Tods Sin, Cem­Tan dar­Ce­na mou­wev­da da
ax­la coc­xa­li me­yo­le­bo­da. sa­mi­dan er­Ti mainc ga­dar­
Ce­bo­da. sa­mi­dan er­Ti mainc ar mow­yde­bo­da cas Svi­di mi­
lis si­maR­li­dan. oTx suls SeC­veul saxls mar­to me ar
Se­mov­rCe­bo­di. es mxo­lod er­Ti fiq­ri iyo sxva aTa­si­dan,
ro­mel­Tac Cems ag­zne­bul tvin­Si daus­ru­leb­lad vat­ria­
leb­di da tan­jvas vias­ke­ceb­di; war­mo­sax­vis am bnel Ci­
xeb­Si ga­mud­me­bu­li bo­ria­liT ar viR­le­bo­di da da­Ji­ne­
bu­li ak­via­te­biT vi­meo­reb­di am gzas. yve­la­fe­ri am am­bis
na­wi­lad meq­ca, mi­zez­Se­de­gob­ri­vi jaW­vis yve­la rgols
au­ci­leb­lad fi­na­lur koS­ma­ram­de miv­yav­di _ si­mam­ris
sim­siv­ni­Ta da Sua da­sav­le­Tis amin­diT daw­ye­bu­li, im tu­
ris­tu­li saa­gen­tos nom­riT dam­Tav­re­bu­li, rom­lis meS­
veo­bi­Tac bi­le­Te­bi dav­jav­Sne. yve­la­ze sa­Si­ne­li is iyo,
rom bos­to­ni­dan pir­da­pi­ri rei­siT ma­Ti gam­gzav­re­ba me
da­vi­Ji­ne. bar­lin­gto­ni­dan gaf­re­nis wi­naaR­mde­gi vi­ya­vi:
ase ka­ra­qis sad­Rve­bis mag­va­ri TviT­mfri­na­viT niu­-ior­
kam­de Tvra­me­ti saa­Ti un­da ejay­ja­yaT, iqi­dan mi­luo­kim­
de ki ki­dev erT reis­ze ga­das­xdo­ma das­Wir­de­bo­daT. ver
vi­tan am pa­ta­ra TviT­mfri­na­vebs, vuT­xa­ri he­lens. imis
ga­fiq­re­bac ki mza­rav­da, rom ase­Ti sa­xi­fa­To TviT­mfri­
na­viT uCe­mod, mar­toe­bi un­da ga­meS­va. da­mi­je­res da ga­
dai­fiq­res _ Cems ner­vebs mouf­rTxil­dnen. ki­dev uf­ro
Sem­za­ra­vi is iyo, rom mec vCqa­rob­di da ma­Tac vaC­qa­reb­
di, reis­ze ar dag­vag­vian­des­-meT­qi. im di­liT gzeb­ze di­
di Wed­va iyo, ami­tom sprin­gfilds rom mi­vaR­wieT da mas­pai­kis gzat­ke­cils da­va­de­qiT, ga­da­War­be­bu­li sis­wra­fiT
mo­mix­da man­qa­nis ta­re­ba, sxva­nai­rad lo­ga­nis ae­ro­por­
tam­de drou­lad ver Ca­vaR­wev­diT.
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is zaf­xu­li alag­-a­lag, bun­dov­nad max­sovs. ram­de­
ni­me Tve al­ko­ho­lur bu­ran­sa da sa­ku­Ta­ri Ta­vis sib­ra­
lul­Si ga­va­ta­re. sax­li­dan TiT­qmis ar gav­dio­di, saW­
mels ar ve­ka­re­bo­di, tan­sac­mels la­mis ar vic­vli­di.
Ce­mi ko­le­ge­bis ume­te­so­ba ag­vis­tos Sua ric­xve­bam­de
Sve­bu­le­ba­Si iyo, am­gva­rad, sam­Zim­ris au­ta­nel sa­val­
de­bu­lo vi­zi­tebs swo­red ma­Sin ga­da­vur­Ci, ro­ca sru­
liad Seu­rac­xa­di vi­ya­vi. ra Tqma un­da, ada­mia­nebs Cem­
Tvis mxo­lod kar­gi un­do­daT, ami­tom, ro­ca kars va­
Reb­di da zRur­blze ro­me­li­me Ce­mi me­go­ba­ri id­ga, Sin
ve­pa­ti­Je­bo­di, mag­ram Ta­nag­rZno­bis dam­Trgun­ve­li ga­
mov­li­ne­ba da grZe­li, uxer­xu­li pau­ze­bi mdgo­ma­reo­bas
ar mim­su­bu­qeb­da. miv­xvdi, mar­to yof­na mer­Civ­na, Cem­
Si ga­me­fe­bul wyvdiad­Si. im iS­viaT saa­Tebs, ro­ca arc
mTvra­li vi­ya­vi da arc sas­tum­ro oTa­xis di­van­ze veg­de
ugo­nod, umiz­no bo­rial­Si va­ta­reb­di. bi­We­bis oTax­Si
ia­tak­ze vjde­bo­di xol­me, maT niv­Teb­sa da sa­Ta­ma­Soebs
So­ris. Svi­le­bis Se­sa­xeb rai­me ga­mok­ve­Til fiqrs Tav­Si
ver vi­Ce­reb­di, mag­ram, ro­ca maT Tav­sa­te­xebs vaw­yob­di
an `le­gos~ na­wi­le­biT sul uf­ro rTul kon­struq­ciebs
va­geb­di, vgrZnob­di, TiT­qos im oTax­Si maT va­coc­xleb­
di, Ce­mi bi­We­bis fan­to­mu­rad xan­mok­le si­coc­xles ma­
Ti yo­vel­dRiu­ri saq­mia­no­biT vag­rZe­leb­di, maT im Jes­
tebs vi­meo­reb­di, rom­leb­sac im dros ake­Teb­dnen, sa­nam
sxeul­Si su­li ed­gaT. To­dis zRap­rebs xe­lax­la vkiTxu­
lob­di, mis beis­bo­lis ba­ra­Tebs va­xa­ris­xeb­di. mar­kos
fi­tu­lebs sa­xeo­be­bis, si­maR­li­sa da Se­fe­ri­lo­bis mi­
xed­viT vaw­yob­di, Tan yo­vel jer­ze da­xa­ris­xe­bis axal
prin­cips vi­go­neb­di.
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ase miq­re­bo­da saa­Te­bi Tval­sa da xels Sua, dReebs
ugo­no da­viw­ye­bad vad­nob­di da, Tu tki­vi­li gau­saZ­li­si
xde­bo­da, sas­tum­ro oTax­Si vbrun­de­bo­di da sas­mels Wi­
qa­Si isev vis­xam­di. ro­ca ise ga­moT­ro­bas ver va­xer­xeb­di,
rom iq­ve, di­van­ze mim­Zi­ne­bo­da, Ra­miT To­dis sa­wol­Si vi­
Zi­neb­di. Cvens saer­To lo­gin­Si sul me­siz­mre­bo­da, rom
gver­diT mZi­na­re he­le­ni mew­va da uneb­lieT mis mo­sax­
ve­vad vi­wev­di, mag­ram daW­ri­li cxo­ve­li­viT viR­vi­Zeb­di,
akan­ka­le­bu­li xe­le­biT, sru­li Seg­rZne­biT, rom vi­gu­de­bi
da pi­riT gaS­ma­ge­biT vxa­fav­di haers. Ca­mob­nel­de­bo­da Tu
ara, Cvens sa­Zi­ne­bel oTax­Si Ses­vla aRar Se­meZ­lo, mag­
ram dRis ume­tes na­wils he­le­nis tan­sac­mlis ka­ra­das­Tan
va­ta­reb­di: mis sa­moss xe­liT ve­xe­bo­di, naq­so­veb­sa da Ja­
ke­tebs ad­gils vuc­vli­di, mis ka­bebs sa­ki­de­bi­dan vxsni­di
da ia­tak­ze va­fen­di. ro­me­li­Rac dRes er­T-er­Ti maT­ga­ni
ga­da­vic­vi; meo­red mi­si sac­va­li mo­vir­ge da sa­xe­ze mi­si
kos­me­ti­ka wa­vis­vi. im mo­men­tSi sru­liad gan­sa­kuT­re­bu­
li Seg­rZne­be­bi da­meuf­la. eq­spe­ri­men­ti ga­vag­rZe­le da
aR­mo­va­Ci­ne, rom pomadisa da Tva­lis tu­Sis efeqts su­na­
mo ga­ci­le­biT uf­ro aZ­lie­reb­da, mka­fio, TiT­qmis xel­
Se­sa­xeb xa­te­bas acoc­xleb­da. ga­mi­mar­Tla: sul co­ta xnis
win, mar­tSi, da­ba­de­bis dRe­ze he­lens `Sa­ne­li #5~ va­Cu­qe.
dRe­Si or mci­re do­zas vjer­de­bo­di da am­gva­rad zaf­xu­
lis bo­lom­de ga­mo­vi­zo­ge.
Se­mod­go­mis mTe­li se­mes­tri aka­de­miur Sve­bu­le­ba­Si
ga­va­ta­re, mag­ram, imis ma­gier, rom sad­me gav­mgzav­re­bu­
li­ya­vi an fsi­qo­lo­gis­Tvis mi­me­mar­Ta, Sin dav­rCi da smas
vag­rZe­leb­di. seq­tem­bris bo­los Tu oq­tom­bris da­saw­
yi­sis­Tvis vis­kis Cveu­li nor­ma uk­ve aRar myof­ni­da da
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